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Fickle ([personal profile] fickle) wrote2004-10-30 05:38 am
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Procrastination hits me again!

“The opposite of love is not hate, but indifference.”

Pick a pairing. Write three drabbles for that pairing, each with a different take on it: love, hate and indifference. In that order, because that’s the order they appear in the quotation. Post them in your journal, and pass this on.


See that meme? I meant to do it for psychoshipping. I really did. Instead, I ended up writing my first ever Dangershipping story/ficlet. Not even a drabble. Two full pages on Microsoft Word. I have no clue how that happened, but I'm blaming it on [livejournal.com profile] nekocutecatchan (or in other words, sneakily dedicating it to her) and posting it here.

...I'll take the meme later.

The theme that I had been trying for was love btw, in case anyone is interested in how off-base I managed to get. All critiques will be gladly accepted.



Existence.


A giggle floated lazily into the office, followed moments later by a smirking Yami no Malik and a mocking call of, “Why Se-to, working again? What a shame. I’d almost think you didn’t miss me.” The dark spirit was the only one who drawled Seto’s name in that particular manner, elongating the syllables to make it sound like a snake’s hiss followed by an axe chop.

“You’re not real.” Seto informed Yami no Malik, without looking up from his laptop. A moment later, the screen was pressed down with a deceptive gentleness, the cinnamon-golden fingers of the other boy wrapping over Seto’s slender, paler hands. The same infuriatingly relaxed laughter sounded again as Yami no Malik started to thoughtlessly bend Seto’s fingers backwards, now seated on his lap. “Silly Se-to. That is what you always say.”

“It’s just as true as the first time that I said it.” Seto coldly replied, not wincing at the feeling of his fingers being pushed to the breaking point. He refused to look at the Egyptian, instead staring at the dark wooden door from which his tormentor had entered. For that, he heard a finger snap, the sharp crack sounding even over the other’s laughter. “But Se-to, if I don’t exist, then how did that finger break?”

Changing tactics as that question was unanswerable, Seto instead reasoned flatly, “You are nothing but a part of Malik Ishtar’s mind. You cannot have a body of your own separate from him meaning you cannot be here. Hence, you do not exist.” For an answer, he received a taunting giggle and dark indigo eyes peered up at him teasingly, half-hidden by lowered eyelids. Tanned fingers deftly undoing buttons, Yami no Malik asked casually, “Does that mean I’m not undressing you?”

A silence, and the sound of heavy cloth hitting the ground with a muffled thud, the metal jingle of belts clashing against each other following. Then a stubborn, single-word reply. “Yes.”

“And that you’re not scared?” Fingers ghosting over the expanse of skin revealed, pressing against the hollow of Seto’s throat and feeling his heartbeat quicken in a way that would never be shown in his words. A curt answer, anger barely-repressed, “I don’t fear what doesn’t exist.”

Laughter sounded yet again, the golden false god sliding off the other’s lap to kneel between his legs and smirk up at him. The words that dripped off his teeth were poison-sweet, the quick flash of teeth ghostly white, seeming to almost glisten under the bright light of the office. “If I don’t exist, then obviously you won’t feel it when I do this…” A hand settled on each thigh, the gold of the bracers cold against Seto’s skin, and the psychopath bent his head after flashing the taller boy another eerie smirk.

Once more, silence fell, cold blue eyes staring steadily at the wooden door, lips pressed together in a thin line to stop any sound escaping them. Any sound at all. This wasn’t happening. There was nothing for him to feel. There was no reason for to react, because there was nothing happening for him to react to.

…and the sudden, shocked gasp that left his lips was due to him seeing a scratch on the door. Nothing to do with a clever tongue curling itself in such a manner that it tangled Seto’s very thoughts.

Again, laughter rang through the room, contaminating the very air as Yami no Malik rose to his feet, now looming over the other boy as he licked his lips, pink tongue seeming to taste the air in a snake-like manner. Wild spikes of dark golden hair covered his eyes, only the perfect cruelty of his smile showing as he guided Seto from the chair to lie over the desk instead, brown head bent to stare at the carpet. Passive. Submissive. All those things that Seto wasn’t. Which made sense. This wasn't happening, so this wasn’t Seto. Or so he told himself, with every shudder that ran through his body.

This wasn’t happening, so this wasn’t him.

Afterwards, instead of laughing, Yami no Malik half-purred as he held the other boy close to him, cradling his pretty doll within gold-laden arms. Trailing his fingers languidly over the cooling skin, he licked at the shell of the other’s ear before he spoke, “Se-to, do you still maintain that I don’t exist?”

Voice empty of all emotion, Seto answered mechanically, “You do not exist. Magic does not exist. Fairy-tales do not come true.”

Laughter. Harsh and wild and free from all constraints of sanity. All traces of playfulness disappeared from Yami no Malik’s eyes, the purple of them starting to burn like the ashes of a phoenix pyre as he tightened his grip on Seto, and cooed as a reply, “Fairy-tales don’t come true. But nightmares do.”

A hard kiss pressed upon bruised skin, “Nightmares live.”

A broken finger twisted sadistically, “Nightmares kill.”

A sudden, harsh bite at a soft shoulder, “Nightmares hate.”

A shockingly-soft whisper, cruel in its deception, “Nightmares love.”

A final, low, victorious laugh.“Nightmares exist. And I am your nightmare.”

~Fin~


The theme that I had been trying for was love btw, in case anyone is interested in how off-base I managed to get, and I wrote it over the course of three hours or so, since I kept getting distracting which might account for the different styles used. All critiques will be gladly accepted.

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-10-31 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
LoL more like I know so many that are more talented as well as the fact that it's something I love to do... a lot, so... more reason to want it to be... better ^^;; Yes... well... I can still post the meme itself and get others to do it 9.9

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-11-01 07:21 am (UTC)(link)
You have to do the meme to post it and c'mon, just because someone is better than you at something doesn't make your efforts worse!

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-11-01 07:30 am (UTC)(link)
LOL! How did you mean it to come out? I like the idea and I love the picture, but Bakura does seem rather "well-endowed" for me to stick up for everyone to see. XD

Eh, I rarely rewrite things. Don't have the patience and have FAR too many other plotbunnies in my head to be able to sit down and rewrite things without making them completely different.

LOL! Changeshipping is good. It pairs Malik and Ryuuji up so that neither of them can distract Marik and Bakura from being a happy little psychotic couple. Dangershipping is bad, it makes Marik focus on breaking Seto instead of fucking claiming Bakura. *innocence* Though, damn you, now I want to write that fic with both of them in it.

...and nice things do happen to Bakura. He gets to take Marik's virginity, for a start. At least, in one fic that I'm writing. He also mocks Marik mercilessly for it. ^^;

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-11-01 01:48 pm (UTC)(link)
*stares* I put pants? O.o *blinks* I just re-read that and... hmm.. I suppose I shoulda wrote "whines" or something instead of "pants" b/c now that I look at that, that looks very wrong x.X

LoL! Just... I donno. Both their upper bodies are alright... not great, but... alright. Then I drew the bottom half of them and they would not cooperate. LMFAO! yes... When I was outlining I did some messups... including width/size of bottom halfs - from legs to how tall they were to... err... *cough* Yes. I think I'll stop there...

*nods* Yeah. LoL I suppose if you did try to rewrite it, you'd probably just end up changing the entire thing...

LoL!! yes, I s'pose keeping Malik & Ryuuji together to keep them from distracting Marik & Baku is a good thing :P LMFAO!!!!! Oh jeez. Instead of claiming Bakura xDD Wow... and *shakes head* tsk tsk. How nice of Marik. Either breaking one or being possessive of the other. Nice ;P Oi! When I woke up I was thinking of something and now I can't remember what it was! It was something similiar to the fics you wrote... in that sort of vibe about Seto... Seto's working at his desk and all he keeps imagining is Marik and Bakura together... and being in denial that (a) he's imagining that to begin with (b) that he even cares. gah. I shoulda wrote it as soon as I got up outtah bed *pouts* Err, and I just wrote something, anywho.

*blinku* Oh? The Virgin!Marik fic?? xDD Whee~ LoL and aww.... mocking him? xDD Why do I see a cute-pouty Marik now? ^^;

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-11-01 01:53 pm (UTC)(link)
*blinku* I'll... think about it *sulks* If I can think of anything -to- write about ._.;; Err... meh.

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-11-01 02:38 pm (UTC)(link)
XD, I usually don't have anything in my mind either until I actually start writing. Once your fingers start dancing, inspiration usually comes to you.

...or if you're me, you end up writing weird little ficlets like the "Someday" one I did for the Damageshipping request.

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-11-01 02:50 pm (UTC)(link)
*grins* They look fine... and what 'pants/whines'? I am so confused now. I'm just looking at the pic and my eyes keep going down to the noticable bulge in Bakura's tiny red briefs and I keep laughing and wondering how much my roommates would freak if I stuck it up.

*smirks* Trust me, I think that it looks fine. All of it looks fine. Even Bakura's generous...um... proof of gender. XD

Oooh, yeah, you should have definitely written that, it sounds cool. A completely different take to how I'd do it, but cool. Try doing it now anyway? And whee for having written stuff, I'll read it tomorrow once I get this stupid paper and maths done and french as well *dies for not having done it last night*.

And obviously Marik either breaks people or possesses them. What else could he do? He's not human. Loving them would be out of the question.

And yeah, the Virgin!Marik fic. Marik goes very pouty and defensive because Bakura refuses to deflower him because it's too much fun to mock him. And then he threatens to WHACK Bakura with the Sennen Rod if he doesn't stop laughing, and Bakura just smirks and tells him that'll definitely not ever get Marik laid.

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-11-01 02:55 pm (UTC)(link)
LOL True. Every now and then I come up with things, but I usually don't write them down *shrugs* Yes. Though, I know what you mean about just... starting to write *nods* Though, I'd much rather hope that if I write something at all, they don't seem like they're all the exact same thing or something ~.~

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-11-01 02:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Write them! Creation should be done as much as possible. XD

...and what exact same thing? *blinks* Does my stuff come off as repetitive to you? *worried now*

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-11-01 03:11 pm (UTC)(link)
LMFAO Never mind ^^;; Just something I was saying as I worked on the pic itself ^^; *blinks* LMFAO!! Sorry xDDD I mean... I... It's... yeah. It's not the first time I've done something like that on accident ^^;; And usually to where I can't fix it *clears throat* Um... Perhaps I should add some pants or something that I could send that could cover him up :P j/k ^^; Hmmm... but if it freaks them out >D

LoL!!! Thank you for making me BLUSH xDDD Gah... Great... Gah, I'm blushing pretty bad right now... this is your fault :P Wow. LoL!! I.. uh... Uh... at least we know he's male? And... what they just said on the TV really does not help x.x

*shrugs* Meh. I wrote it down but... now to think if I'll keep it in my lj or delete it :P French as well? Oi oi. Well... yes... hopefully you can get that all down and NOT have to stay up all night doing it.

*sulks* No comment.

LoL!!! Oh jeez... *giggles* Yes... xDD This definetely amuses me xD I will definetely look foward to reading the Virgin!Marik fic when it's complete >D

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-11-01 03:16 pm (UTC)(link)
XD, *pats* Don't worry, I find it amusing, just thinking that I might have to stick on the inside wall so that only I'll see it and not my roommates.

Hey, you're the one who drew it! You should have seen me blushing once I saw it for the first time - and duh he's male. Marik's proved that several times. XD

I think that I'll have to be up all night. French is a movie i need to watch, so it'll take at least two hours... meaning I can only start on my paper at around 9, if I'm lucky, and I still have 6 pages to write for it. I ought to be doing my maths now really, I only have 45 mins left before I need to hand it in.

*head tilt* Make Bakura prove that wrong :P

You and Kat both, he's started calling The Fic where Yami no Marik Dies of Sexual Frustration and Bakura is an Evil Bastard.

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-11-01 03:25 pm (UTC)(link)
LoL! Yes, creation should, but if you doubt like I do - then creation stays locked away.

No~! Not your stuff! I'm talking about -me-. No, your stuff does not come off as repeatative ^_^ *pats* no worries.

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-11-01 03:36 pm (UTC)(link)
^^; LoL!! Jeez... or just... not... stick it up ^^;;

LMFAO! I know I was thinking that as well xDD (that I drew it). Yeah, but I was tired and really hungry and waiting for my ramen to cook and... so... wasn't paying that much attention until I brought it back in my room to colour. Then I thought "... what did I do? o.o; " *ahem* I almost didn't send it b/c I was really more disappointed with how short they look ~.~ *cough* And yes... Marik has... *ahem* ANYWHO 9.9

0.0! Do it then!! T.T *sulks* mew

LoL! Make Bakura prove that wrong? *pulls out list of things Bakura has to do that he never thought he'd be doing and writes it in at the top* Yes... this'll be fun ;P

LoL!!! >D *snorts* Yay for Marik being the sexually frustrated one :P Gah, I'm gonna be so amused by this, I KNOW it. I already love your style and the idea behind the fic I know I'll enjoy ^^; So yes, much amusement will be had.

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-11-01 06:21 pm (UTC)(link)
I have to stick it up. It's too good to not stick up.

XD, I love it. I really do. I am just highly amused by how OBVIOUSLY male Bakura is. And Marik must be very pleased with that, come to think of it.

Did my maths and gave it in on time by doing it during the French movie.

...XD, you actually wrote "Make Marik fall in love with me" on a list of to-do items for Bakura?!

He-ey, the poor yami's a virgin and being mocked by his would-be lover. I pity him. And I don't think that you've seen me write humor yet, have you? I could give you a link to humor fics I've written to see if you like them as well as you like my dark fiction.

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-11-01 06:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, don't lock it away. Post it. I fucking adored that snippet you just posted (see? I like it so much I'm being profane).

...neither does yours. But thanks for clearing that up :P

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-11-01 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
^^; You could... um... LoL I have no idea.

LoL!! Well... yes... Marik should, but... it must have been yet another subconcious thing at work ^^;; Honest xD B/c I wouldn't do that intentionally knowing what could be said ;P But seriously... gah. LOL I didn't scan it so you have the original and only copy of Bakura's...Bakura kneeling like that *cough* Anywho.

YAAAY for finishing math... and... oi more work.

LoL! I actually do have things Bakura needs to do ;P Hmmm... now how to Marik fall in love with him 9.9

LoL!!! Of course YOU pity him... and I would to if it wasn't Bakura on the other end of that. *nods* But yeah... I find it amusing ;P *shrugs* And cute ^^;
Nope, never seen you write humour... *would like to*

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-11-01 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
LoL! I'll think about posting ;P *Blinks* 0.0 well... dang o.o;; *blushes* ^^;; Heh, and that's what I woke up thinking ~.~

*nodu* Uh-huh, yeah it does ;P

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-11-02 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
XD, whee for early-morning inspiration!

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-11-02 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
XD, whee for early-morning inspiration!

Talk about a wake-up call, no??

And of ALL the things I think of - me, being not a huge/big Seto fan and not even a fan of dangershipping. *blinks* I blame you.

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-11-02 10:12 am (UTC)(link)
It's a nice thing to wake up to ^_^

XD, well, it isn't really dangershipping! Marik's with Bakura after all, not Seto. But yes, that could definitely be blamed on my 'ficklets' and our OOC RP.

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-11-02 10:22 am (UTC)(link)
I'm going to stick it up and hope that they don't look. XD

...what could be said? *snickers* With how he's kneeling and everything, I guess that we could blame Marik for Bakura looking so very male XDDDDDD

Love potions. Or a little help from God. Or a lot of help from God.

He-ey, so Bakura has the right to mock Marik's lack of a sex life when he's supposed to be getting screwed senseless? No fair!

As for humor, here's an extract from a fic I once wrote that was mainly Ryou/Kaiba centric, but has a little psychoshipping in it as well, and a tad of thiefshipping:

"Kaiba and Bakura nearly drowned! Someone had better give them mouth-to-mouth." A voice that Kaiba easily recognized as Devlin's suggested. Kaiba wildly waved his arms in an attempt to convey that 'yes, he had nearly drowned, but no, he didn't want mouth-to-mouth.'

"Yes, I think Devlin's right. Ryou, you know mouth-to-mouth, why don't you do it?" Yugi was heard to say. Kaiba stopped moving his arms. Ryou was preferable to drowning after making it to dry land.

"No, big brother's stopped moving! He's dead!" Mokuba sobbed hysterically. Trying to reassure his bother, Kaiba started flailing his arms again.

"Aah, he's moving! Must be one of those zombies!" Joey said, sounding panicked. Kaiba rolled his eyes, and mentally groaned.

"Don't be a fool Joey, Kaiba's not a zombie. Ryou, now's your chance, do mouth-to-mouth!" Malik said eagerly. Kaiba sighed. What was it with these people and wanting Ryou to do mouth-to-mouth?

"Yes, but on which one, my yami or Kaiba?" Ryou's soft voice asked.

"Kaiba, of course, you might not get another chance." Marik said decisively. Kaiba groaned again. If he died, of course Ryou wouldn't get another chance. Marik did not seem to be the sharpest knife in the drawer - although, thinking of Marik's dagger collection, Kaiba conceded that having very sharp knives might compensate for not being one.

Next to him, Kaiba could feel someone coughing rapidly, and then suddenly everyone shifted their attention to that person. Determined not to be outdone, Kaiba forced himself to cough as well, and when he couldn't anymore, he lay back with a moan and slowly opened his eyes.

"My entire world's gone black. I'm blind!" He exclaimed fearfully.

"No, I had just put my hand over your eyes so that I could check your pupils to see if you had a concussion." Ryou said, and then drew back a little. Relaxing, Kaiba realized that he wasn't blind, and that he could see Ryou's eyes, better than he ever had. Ryou's eyes - Ryou's pretty, soft, velvet-warm brown eyes...he might have mentally continued cataloguing the virtues of Ryou's eyes, if it hadn't been for the sudden commotion besides him.

"Fine then Bakura, see if I ever save your life again." Malik said, looking rather annoyed.

"How do you call that saving my life?" Bakura asked indignantly, sitting up as if fully recovered. Malik sighed, and assumed his best 'I'm-surrounded-by-idiots' voice.

"I was performing mouth-to-mouth since Ryou was too busy trying to decide whether or not to save Kaiba." Bakura glared at Malik, who retreated behind his yami.

"That might have saved my life, but you shoving your tongue down my mouth was more likely to suffocate me!" Bakura said hotly, causing Marik to growl warningly.

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-11-02 01:31 pm (UTC)(link)
It's a nice thing to wake up to ^_^

*Minus* the Seto daydreaming :P

*nods* I know, but it still had Seto in there and he was still wanting to be with Marik and *sulkpout* :P ah well ^^ At least Marik was with Bakura :P And yes, definetely to blame :P

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-11-02 01:44 pm (UTC)(link)
...but why?! *whines* He's daydreaming about psychoshipping, what's so wrong about that?

*smriks* Everyone wants Marik. Dead. XD Everyone wants Marik dead. Except Bakura, who wants Marik uke. *laughs*

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-11-02 01:47 pm (UTC)(link)
LoL! Hmm, do they spend their time looking at your wall? :P

Um... He's having a really good day? LoL!!! Oh jeez... yes... I suppose we could... *clears throat* Um... yes... I suppose ... yes blame Marik.

God, love potions and... luck?

LoL!! Yes >D He has that right *nods* *pokes Bakura* He'll give in.

*snorts* xDD That amused me. Poor Kaiba ^^; And the knives/Marik made me giggle xD And then Jou being the way he is, of course. And yes... *cough* I was definetely amused by the last part *nods* And *snugs Ryou* ^-^

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-11-02 01:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, they want to rearrange the room. Again. And this time, they want to move around my computer and electronics, even though it took me 7 freakin' hours to get it all set up. *will be very annoyed if that happens and she has to redo everything*

XD, of course blame Marik. Why else would Bakura's...um... gender... be so pronounced? *nods* Definitely the fault of Sexy!Cat!Marik.

Oh yeah, of course luck! I'll be on Bakura's side definitely, God, love potions and luck. How can he fail with a trio like that?

...are you sure? Because so far, it looks like Marik is going to either die of embarrassment or sexual frustration before Bakura gives in.

I can give you the link to the ficcie if you like then - it won runner-up for best humor fic at Chibizoo's contest so I'm pretty okay with it. Even though when I reread it, I don't like it all that much.

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