fickle: (my sad picture of girl getting bitterer)
Fickle ([personal profile] fickle) wrote2005-06-01 07:16 pm

Ah, the stupidity that is me...

So, you know all the references and results that I need to display to people to show that I'm qualified for a job? I put them in storage over the summer. ~_~

My parents e-mailed them to me but I can't do anything with that because the library computers won't let me transfer them to my USB stick and the library printer is broken.

If I ever needed proof the world hates me, that would be it.

On the bright side, I'm talking to Dani and Neko and Crystal a lot. A lot and a lot and a lot. And Josie said she might call as well, even though she's all the way over in Britain, and it's only twelve more days until Kathy comes.

So, at least I'm not dying of loneliness/boredom! Waaaaah, I can't talk to my OTP-partner and she's sick and I can't even console her or distract her! And I had a highly-entertaining conversation with Neko about a [livejournal.com profile] ygo_rpg and X-Men crossover. Poor Logan. Poor, poor Logan. Being called an oversized can-opener by a teen that's half his size is just beyond humiliating. Also discussed icons with Dani, so that was good too. And randomly chatted with Crystal.

...*sighs* I wonder if I should have taken up that offer to do military training over the summer after all?

[identity profile] nefthoron.livejournal.com 2005-06-01 03:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't go into the military! Damn, the Scouts was bad enough. XD They worked us like DOGS. XD

Don't worry about me, anyway. I'm fine. I hope you get this mess you've gotten yourself into cleared up- and you should see the new Star Wars, by the way, because when you come back you'll find me completely obsessed and gibbering about it. XD

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2005-06-02 01:30 pm (UTC)(link)
XD! Yeah, and the military would involve actually needing to kill people or train for it. *would probably end up a conscientous objector*

You're okay as in they diagnosed what's wrong and are fixing it, or you're okay as in you don't want me to worry about you?

As for Star Wars, I still need to see Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy first. @_@ And possibly the other Star Wars movies. XD

[identity profile] nefthoron.livejournal.com 2005-06-02 01:33 pm (UTC)(link)
"I was a MUSE, dammit! I'm CREATIVITY! A muse's place isn't on the BATTLEFIELD!"

Second one mainly, though I'm feeling better today, honest. :)

... you haven't seen Star Wars. *collapsefaintcry* See them. >.> By the way, I'm told you're up to stupid hours of the night talking on the phone and are so neglecting sleep. Quit it, or I'll come after you. As for Hitchhiker's, it's not anywhere near as good as Star Wars. See those first. :D

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2005-06-02 01:57 pm (UTC)(link)
XD! Exactly.

"What are you trying to get me to inspire, bloodshed? I don't THINK so! I feel the need, the need to RP!"

And I suppose it's good you're feeling somewhat better but WAAAAH, they need to FIX you! I'm making you sound like a machine. ~_~

^^;;; Yeah, I know I ought to see them but that would entail getting a DVD player and then getting them and then watching them and right now, my priority is getting Internet. *nods*

Hitchhiker's is something that I actually know the background for though!

[identity profile] nefthoron.livejournal.com 2005-06-02 02:01 pm (UTC)(link)
:D Heheh, yup, you got it!

As for RP, well... not done too much since you dropped off the face of the earth due to being ill and stuff.

When I see the word fix I think screwdriver and when someone says screwdriver to me I get dirty thoughts. INSPIRATION. :D

Get t'internet soooon. I miss you. *pout*

But Star Wars is so much more emotionally inspiring. :)

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2005-06-03 01:24 pm (UTC)(link)
I've got EVERYTHING! *smiiirks*

*nods* I left you a nice little giftie though, or rather, Marik left Seto one. ^_~ Hopefully that'll help.

...Is there anything which would NOT lead to dirty thoughts? Dani gets them even from breadsticks :P

Oh yeah? Well I bet I miss you even more! *dying dying since you're the only person she normally talks to that can't call her or be called*

but there's so MUCH of it!

[identity profile] nefthoron.livejournal.com 2005-06-03 01:27 pm (UTC)(link)
WHOO! :D

And, yeah, I saw that one. :D It's okay, I found people to RP with me in your sad absence, so it's okay. XD I have antagoshipping RP, and I wrote dangershipping fic, which is quite nice.

... No. There's not, so stop trying plzkthnx.

I highly doubt you miss me more than I miss you, with all the people you talk to on the phone. *already expired*

See Episode I, II and III, and then you'll get what I'm going on about. The old series is inconsequential for me at the present time. XD

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2005-06-04 12:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Including modesty :P

*dies* You're sick and you're still RPing? Hopeless girl. But oooh, dangershipping fic sounds like funfunfun!

Hm, what about eye exams?

*blinksblinks* Hey, you're the one RPing with other people! All I get to do is talking to people and none of them are YOU! *poutspoutspoutsmissesmissesmisses*

*dies* Hopeless!

[identity profile] nefthoron.livejournal.com 2005-06-04 12:44 pm (UTC)(link)
What's that? *innocent*

Dangershipping fic is at [livejournal.com profile] discordantrhyme. It's the second from top entry, I believe, the first from top being my lovverly drawings of Jedi!Seto. I am converting people to dangershipping with this fic- and I'd like your opinion on it, because I had what's I'm told is a rather interesting take on YnM's character through it.

I had one. Eyes are... well, still myopic, but no change.

You make it sound like I'm CHEATING on you. XD But... you know, it's still not the same. *MISS* You're very special, y'know. (To me, anyway. *cling*)

:D You love me anyway. And see the movies. Because I want to squee at you about them, and I can't if you don't understand.

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2005-06-04 12:58 pm (UTC)(link)
You'll see. One day, you'll see.

Ah. *clicks, reads, blinks* Definitely interesting. XD Mostly because it differentiates greatly from how most people view YnM, and also because it switches povs a fair amount. I like the way that you described his outer shell as well as his thoughts, and melded them together. *nods* The way that Seto saw them imperfectly yet accurately was nicely done too. XD

:P I mean, you can't think anything dirty about eye exams.

You ARE cheating on me! *sniffs* You utterly faithless strumpet :P Going around making OT3s when I'm not around. XD Annnnnd, I AM special. Special like the Plaaaguuuueeee!

Of course I love you. I just don't know if I'm going to love Star Wars enough to sit through all three of them.

[identity profile] nefthoron.livejournal.com 2005-06-04 01:02 pm (UTC)(link)
*waits patiently* :D

I have lots of different views on different things that I can skew together to make stories. Hee, did you see what time I finished writing that? XD

... You've never met my optician. XD

OT3s are different to OTPs. It's ALLOWED. :D And, come on, one member of the OT3 is a panda, it's OBVIOUSLY crack. And of course you're special. :D

Skip two then. See I and III. I don't like II anyway. Rent I and go see III in the movies. :D

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2005-06-04 01:22 pm (UTC)(link)
*pokes you*

Yes, yes, I did. Reminds me of the 'Crashing Paradise' fic that I stayed up until 6AM writing, except that one was total humor and yours was pretty.

Oooh, is he cute? XD

LOL! Or you need to tell me something about your panda-fetish :P

@_@ But I don't have a VCR!

[identity profile] nefthoron.livejournal.com 2005-06-04 01:27 pm (UTC)(link)
*pokes back*

Yay for it being pretty; but yay for humour too.

... not really. He just makes dirty insinuations. XD He's a right card.

Sorry, but no. It was simply crack-on-toast. XD

Rent the DVD and watch it on your laptop, then. *helpful*

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2005-06-06 11:51 am (UTC)(link)
*ultra-pokes!*

XD. Too bad you can't really combine prettiness and humor. Oh, and for [livejournal.com profile] ygo_rpg, I figured out a way to drag Mai back into the plot. Basically, you know how most companies have spokespeople that take care of ads and posing and stuff, and how they usually change every year? Well, Ryuuji could be looking for next year's faces for Black Crown, and pick Mai. I mean, he already scored her modelling jobs back in November, then hired her for DE in March, so he knows that she's a professional - she's pretty, a pro gamer, well-spoken and can deal with cameras. So, he could offer a contract for that, and voila! Mai is back in the game. Sounds good to you?

Eeeh. Toast. :P

My laptop dislikes DVDs. It keeps catching and being very jagged when it plays them. *pouts*

[identity profile] nefthoron.livejournal.com 2005-06-06 01:08 pm (UTC)(link)
*poke of DOOM*

That works for me~ can't do anything until Fyre's ready to switch, though. I'm ready whenever. I'm sorry, you're likely not here now. I had to run out and get stuff. XD

Yummy toast. With JAM.

Buy the books then- you like books. :D

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2005-06-07 12:21 pm (UTC)(link)
*dies!*

Fyre is ready to switch whenever. Just leave a comment in her latest post, asking for the account passwords, then make an entry in ygo_rpg announcing the switch and you're done. XD *hugs* No worries, I'm counting the hours until Thursday.

Oh? I hate Jam :P

Buuuut I'm strapped for cash. And if you are evil and buy me the books as birthday presents, I will kill you. I already can't figure out how to take all my stuff back to Austria XD

[identity profile] nefthoron.livejournal.com 2005-06-07 12:25 pm (UTC)(link)
... Fickle... I've been on the computer twelve hours. I have written thirty-five pages of notes.

I HAVE DONE CHEMISTRY AS in one day. :D

I'll do that- buy you the books. :D Hee.

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2005-06-07 12:30 pm (UTC)(link)
@_@

Okay... my darling-OTP partner, mayhap you should go to bed in half an hour? Because then I will no longer be on the Net to talk to you.

>_> *pouts!*

[identity profile] nefthoron.livejournal.com 2005-06-07 12:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Bed's starting to look good about then, yeah. I have that lovely floaty feeling you get just before you fall on your face.

*snuggle* Luff me?

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2005-06-07 12:36 pm (UTC)(link)
*dies* Hopefully fall flat on your face into bed!

*snuggles back* Only if you don't contribute to my baggage problem.

[identity profile] nefthoron.livejournal.com 2005-06-07 12:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Hopefully so, yes. *is sort of longing for bed now* I may stay up all night though, so I don't forget anything I've learned.

Alright, fine. I'll buy you audiobooks.

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2005-06-07 12:50 pm (UTC)(link)
@_@ You won't do well if you don't get sleep. Sleep my pretty, sleep!

*DIES!* Sian, I have a serious problem with paying attention to stuff. I can't even watch DVDs without pausing them and getting up to walk around and I only survive movies by mocking the hell out of them. Seriously, audiobooks would put me to sleep. >_

[identity profile] nefthoron.livejournal.com 2005-06-07 12:55 pm (UTC)(link)
I will.

If you don't want audiobooks, watch the movies then, they're prettier. :D

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2005-06-10 01:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Feeling better?

Waaaah! Fine, fine, evil blackmailing wrench.

[identity profile] nefthoron.livejournal.com 2005-06-10 01:27 pm (UTC)(link)
No. I miss you, and it makes me sulky.

... I hope you meant 'wench' there. XD

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