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Fickle ([personal profile] fickle) wrote2004-08-08 09:13 pm

Fahrenheit 9/11

Awesome movie XD.

Some of the parts with the woman crying made me feel kinda uncomfortable, but on the whole, it was great. The bodies didn't disturb me though - my sister's wounds are worse when they fester, and that happens whenever the nurses don't change the bandages properly which is far too often.

Heh.

Dev... is still upset. Still. I was online for a little today, and he didn't even warn me before cutting the connection though I was talking to someone. Luckily I had set up a trace to tell me when he was going to leave so it was okay, I managed to say 'brb' except then he didn't come online for the rest of the day, so I wasn't back. I wonder what he's doing?

Curled up somewhere, trying not to cry and just staring at the floor if I know him.

Which I do.

Far too well at times.

Now would be one of those times. I'd like to be mad at him for snapping at me, but I can't, I understand too well how he's feeling. Plus, he'll apologize once he snaps out of this funk. I miss him in the meantime though. I really hope he doesn't quit the RP, partly because that would throw off one of the main plots my char has, and partly because I'd probably end up feeling bad about being there when he isn't and quit out of respect for him. Which would be a shame since I really like it.

Yeah. I'm RPing Marik (Yami no Malik) there, and it's fun. An evil, devious char who can control minds, how could it not be fun? Plus, I came up with a whole arc thing that he can run, but I'll have to make him lose in the end. It sucks being an evil GM and RPing an evil char - it would be so easy to just make everything go your way so that you win, but you know that you can't. It would be unprofessional. Besides, Marik wants to destroy the world, so it would sort of kill the RP if he did win...

Didn't get to talk to Dani yet and tell her that I made a livejournal and added her as a friend. Told EKYO though, so that's good at least.

Hm. Since I have Net now, I can assume that Dev's online and log on as well (my Net connection is hooked up to his so I need him to be online for me to be online and I set it up so that I'll automatically connect to the Net whenever he does).

I'll get on MSN. Maybe he'll be there and talk to me. I won't talk to him first though. Really, I know better than to bug Dev when he's feeling low.