Got another reminder actually - my mother calling and telling me that my sister has been on life-support for two months, and they're thinking of switching it off.

...

I just can't even express how much it hurt to have her say that.


Gods... that's terrible. I hope you were at least able to tell her how you feel about that- though, I think I remember you saying that you've done it before ._. *hugs* is all I know what to say with something like that... jeez.

Physical pain = bad. Not being allowed to fight back and being told to absorb the force = bad. Lots of stretches that leave me aching = bad. Exercise on a completely empty stomach and not getting to eat anything afterwards = bad.

............. ._. lots of bad, I see...

Yeah, hopefully we'll catch each other today. *nods*

Well, yay to the fact that we did *nods*

I'd laugh but it hurts too much... Can't rest or sleep, too much to do, not enough energy to do it with. *leans into the hug and closes her eyes, trying not to fall asleep*

... you sound like me a lot of the time - though for different reasons, obviously. *tucks you in bed and sprinkles dust to let you both sleep well and relax*. You really do need it... and deserve it.