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*dreads the dawn*
Mhm. Didn't get to RP for most of the day since I was too tired after Calculus to move out of the classroom for 15 minutes so so - seriously, the class finished and I was just sitting there, too tired to move, then had luncha nd got on MSN...
Only to have Kat decide to finally go shopping for food, so I went into the village for stamps, which took almost an hour but at least I posted Dani's letter and one of the letters for my mother, so go me. Came back, RPed some with Neko and Kat, then had to go for a French movie thing that I still haven't answered the questions for despite them being due in an hour (I'll do my French homework during sociology class).
Came back from the movie which was superdepressing - about a girl whose mother dies and how she DOESNT'T cope with it but just gets really obsessed with bringing her back and seeing her again. Oh yes. The universe hates me. Why else show a movie about death and make it compulsory to watch two freakin' days before a funeral?!
Tried not to overreact to it, found myself in tears while walking back to the dorm, managed to push it down by the time I got to the computer, got online and RPed some more, then got kicked off early because my roommate was sick... Went downstairs but both computers were full so I couldn't get on AOL either, meaning I probably missed Dani...
And today, I have three classes for which I didn't do the homework, a head that feels like it's exploding, a heart that feels hurts with every beat and self-defence which is a full-contact class and probably result in my getting very bruised.
Lovely.
I wonder what I ever did to the universe to upset it so?
Only to have Kat decide to finally go shopping for food, so I went into the village for stamps, which took almost an hour but at least I posted Dani's letter and one of the letters for my mother, so go me. Came back, RPed some with Neko and Kat, then had to go for a French movie thing that I still haven't answered the questions for despite them being due in an hour (I'll do my French homework during sociology class).
Came back from the movie which was superdepressing - about a girl whose mother dies and how she DOESNT'T cope with it but just gets really obsessed with bringing her back and seeing her again. Oh yes. The universe hates me. Why else show a movie about death and make it compulsory to watch two freakin' days before a funeral?!
Tried not to overreact to it, found myself in tears while walking back to the dorm, managed to push it down by the time I got to the computer, got online and RPed some more, then got kicked off early because my roommate was sick... Went downstairs but both computers were full so I couldn't get on AOL either, meaning I probably missed Dani...
And today, I have three classes for which I didn't do the homework, a head that feels like it's exploding, a heart that feels hurts with every beat and self-defence which is a full-contact class and probably result in my getting very bruised.
Lovely.
I wonder what I ever did to the universe to upset it so?
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That movie does sound depressing... actually reminds me of a "bad comedy" movie I watched once - disturbing, rather.
-.- <~ to the self-defense class. Good class, bad timing. I hope that you guys don't have to do much today - or *something* that will help you so it doesn't make you feel any worse.
Yeah... well... I didn't get on any messangers until... uh... nearly 11pm your time, I think. Or 11:15pm or so (your time). I meant to get on earlier in hopes of catching you, but... I didn't get to. Looks like it wouldn't have actually made a difference, bummer.
*hugs you* maybe, when you get back, you should just rest? Sleep or something?
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Got another reminder actually - my mother calling and telling me that my sister has been on life-support for two months, and they're thinking of switching it off.
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I just can't even express how much it hurt to have her say that.
I hope that you guys don't have to do much today - or *something* that will help you so it doesn't make you feel any worse.
Physical pain = bad. Not being allowed to fight back and being told to absorb the force = bad. Lots of stretches that leave me aching = bad. Exercise on a completely empty stomach and not getting to eat anything afterwards = bad.
I meant to get on earlier in hopes of catching you, but... I didn't get to. Looks like it wouldn't have actually made a difference, bummer.
Yeah, hopefully we'll catch each other today. *nods*
*hugs you* maybe, when you get back, you should just rest? Sleep or something?
I'd laugh but it hurts too much... Can't rest or sleep, too much to do, not enough energy to do it with. *leans into the hug and closes her eyes, trying not to fall asleep*
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I just can't even express how much it hurt to have her say that.
Gods... that's terrible. I hope you were at least able to tell her how you feel about that- though, I think I remember you saying that you've done it before ._. *hugs* is all I know what to say with something like that... jeez.
Physical pain = bad. Not being allowed to fight back and being told to absorb the force = bad. Lots of stretches that leave me aching = bad. Exercise on a completely empty stomach and not getting to eat anything afterwards = bad.
............. ._. lots of bad, I see...
Yeah, hopefully we'll catch each other today. *nods*
Well, yay to the fact that we did *nods*
I'd laugh but it hurts too much... Can't rest or sleep, too much to do, not enough energy to do it with. *leans into the hug and closes her eyes, trying not to fall asleep*
... you sound like me a lot of the time - though for different reasons, obviously. *tucks you in bed and sprinkles dust to let you both sleep well and relax*. You really do need it... and deserve it.