I think that whenever things go bad or wrong - everything around us tries to push it in our faces with not-so-subtle reminders.

Got another reminder actually - my mother calling and telling me that my sister has been on life-support for two months, and they're thinking of switching it off.

...

I just can't even express how much it hurt to have her say that.

I hope that you guys don't have to do much today - or *something* that will help you so it doesn't make you feel any worse.

Physical pain = bad. Not being allowed to fight back and being told to absorb the force = bad. Lots of stretches that leave me aching = bad. Exercise on a completely empty stomach and not getting to eat anything afterwards = bad.

I meant to get on earlier in hopes of catching you, but... I didn't get to. Looks like it wouldn't have actually made a difference, bummer.

Yeah, hopefully we'll catch each other today. *nods*

*hugs you* maybe, when you get back, you should just rest? Sleep or something?

I'd laugh but it hurts too much... Can't rest or sleep, too much to do, not enough energy to do it with. *leans into the hug and closes her eyes, trying not to fall asleep*