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Fickle ([personal profile] fickle) wrote2004-10-14 09:18 pm

[Insert fangirl actions here]

So, today has been a good day fandom and creativity-wise, but not uni-wise as I still have four pages left of my paper to write... and only three hours before I die from lack of sleep. ^^;

However, I now have [livejournal.com profile] pikachumaniac on my friends list and have been friended in return! Also friended [livejournal.com profile] ceresi after asking permission of course. Not to mention that Mamono did the first line meme and Dani finally scanned in the pictures of Yami no Malik in a cat costume + Yami no Bakura in a bunny outfit. *can't wait for Halloween to RP Devlin dragging them trick-or-treating*

See the cute picture!

Warning, the above picture is friends-only so you might not be able to see it.

Oh, and I remember promising to post an old fic(let) of mine for Dani, so there you go Dani. Click the lj cut for warped tendershipping.

Let's play pretend.

First, we can pretend that I love you.

Having trouble imagining that? Alright, we'll start with something easier. Let's pretend that I tolerate you.

Still too hard to manage?

Thought so.

Let's start again...

Lat's play pretend.

We can pretend that you fell down the stairs this morning, that you didn't manage to stop yourself in time from rolling into the wall, that you dislocated your arm when you slammed against the wall, and that you somehow walked into a door, thereby giving yourself a black eye.

Got that? Good.

Now that your bruises have been explained away, let's continue.

We can pretend that I rushed downstairs to comfort you, that I 'ooh'ed and 'ah'ed over your bruises, that I applied ice-packs and called the principal to tell him you wouldn't be in school today.

We can pretend that you looked up gratefully at me from densely-lashed eyes, not surprised at my caring for you, that you sighed happily and burrowed further into my arms without me objecting. Indeed, as long as we're pretending, we might as well imagine that I tightened my grasp on you, holding you in a protective manner that's second-nature to me - or possibly even first- and that I was glad to have you so close to me.

What next...

We can pretend that we spent the day in bed - no, not like that! Don't giggle you little brat...as I was saying, we can pretend we spent the day in bed, that I made you your favorite snacks for lunch, and that I hand-fed every morsel to you.

What's that you say? Oh, you want me to pretend that we called the hospital to get your arm fixed? We can't have done that, else your arm would be all better by now...

We didn't call the hospital, because I was being possessive. I didn't want anyone else to touch you, even if it was to heal the wounds you acidentally inflicted on yourself. I was going to try and set your arm, but then you complained that it hurt it too much so I decided to let it wait til later.

We can pretend that we watched cartoons, threw popcorn -you're allergic to popcorn?! - threw little crumbs of toast at each other, giggled and did the hundred-and-one little things that people in love are supposed to do...

Don't sigh like that, it breaks my concentration.

I don't care if it was a happy sigh, just don't do it.

Then we can pretend that when night fell - with the unwillingness of a tarnished angel - I tucked you up tightly in fluffy blankets, made you tomato soup, and told you a bedtime story, while playing with your hair.

Yes, I know the last part is true - I was trying to make it ironic.

You don't find it ironic?

Yes, well, you could call it sadistic as well, there's a thin line between the two.

Yes, that's right, just like love and hate. Very much like love and hate in fact.

Now do you want me to finish the story or not?

You thought it was over already? How silly of you...

Pain

You should know I'd never leave a story with a happy ending.

~Fin~

Trying to eat

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-10-13 06:48 pm (UTC)(link)
So I'm TRYING to eat... and I just looked at the time! I didn't know it was that late (your time) x.x Meh. I'm like half way done with one slice - I might just get on msn anyways at this rate -.-;;

Meh. At least part of the day was good... and... uh... >.> no.dying.from.lack.of.sleep!

LoL yeah the first line meme I'm glad I didn't do yesterday - I was too out of it and who knows HOW it might have turned out x.x I'd like to try, but I'm not sure... I won't do it until it just flows... *nodu* LOL and yes, I finally scanned it xD LOL jeez. >.> Baku... in a bunny *snugs him* Evil Devlin ;P

LOL cute ne? xD yeah... it is friends-only... ne, I wonder if I should make it public? ... I s'pose I could... it's not HORRIBLE, not great either... meh... I might... not sure.

*blushes that you DID link it though*

VERY interesting fic. Especially since tendershipping is really hard for some people to pull off. Without being really OOC or weird. I really liked the pretend and the "possessive" part. (Of course I would). I like it ^^; It's twisted and I enjoyed it :)

[identity profile] a-white-rain.livejournal.com 2004-10-14 09:18 am (UTC)(link)
I've read that before-I didn't know that was you...It was depressing....Ohh Neko! I'm in a 'dark' mood!

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-10-14 09:40 am (UTC)(link)
lol, I've got it posted on my ff.net account.

...and yeah, I do tend to write fairly dark stuff. *shrugs* Depressing-bad or depressing-good?

[identity profile] a-white-rain.livejournal.com 2004-10-14 06:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Hmm...it doesn't really fall under either really. Wish you had written more..what is your ff.net account, I'd like to read more..

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-10-14 06:41 pm (UTC)(link)
I like minimalism. No point ruining a good idea by dragging it out too much.

...uh, I don't have anything posted on my ff.net account that I like. Really, it hasn't been updated in ages. You ought to just avoid it.

[identity profile] a-white-rain.livejournal.com 2004-10-17 12:08 pm (UTC)(link)
I know what you mean as a writer, but a reader would have liked more.

Kay. :)

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-10-17 01:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah, lol. Okay then.

Heh. Stick around my livejournal and you'll get more recent stuff from me. I post the unbeated versions of everything in my journals first, usually.