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Fickle ([personal profile] fickle) wrote2004-10-30 05:38 am
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Procrastination hits me again!

“The opposite of love is not hate, but indifference.”

Pick a pairing. Write three drabbles for that pairing, each with a different take on it: love, hate and indifference. In that order, because that’s the order they appear in the quotation. Post them in your journal, and pass this on.


See that meme? I meant to do it for psychoshipping. I really did. Instead, I ended up writing my first ever Dangershipping story/ficlet. Not even a drabble. Two full pages on Microsoft Word. I have no clue how that happened, but I'm blaming it on [livejournal.com profile] nekocutecatchan (or in other words, sneakily dedicating it to her) and posting it here.

...I'll take the meme later.

The theme that I had been trying for was love btw, in case anyone is interested in how off-base I managed to get. All critiques will be gladly accepted.



Existence.


A giggle floated lazily into the office, followed moments later by a smirking Yami no Malik and a mocking call of, “Why Se-to, working again? What a shame. I’d almost think you didn’t miss me.” The dark spirit was the only one who drawled Seto’s name in that particular manner, elongating the syllables to make it sound like a snake’s hiss followed by an axe chop.

“You’re not real.” Seto informed Yami no Malik, without looking up from his laptop. A moment later, the screen was pressed down with a deceptive gentleness, the cinnamon-golden fingers of the other boy wrapping over Seto’s slender, paler hands. The same infuriatingly relaxed laughter sounded again as Yami no Malik started to thoughtlessly bend Seto’s fingers backwards, now seated on his lap. “Silly Se-to. That is what you always say.”

“It’s just as true as the first time that I said it.” Seto coldly replied, not wincing at the feeling of his fingers being pushed to the breaking point. He refused to look at the Egyptian, instead staring at the dark wooden door from which his tormentor had entered. For that, he heard a finger snap, the sharp crack sounding even over the other’s laughter. “But Se-to, if I don’t exist, then how did that finger break?”

Changing tactics as that question was unanswerable, Seto instead reasoned flatly, “You are nothing but a part of Malik Ishtar’s mind. You cannot have a body of your own separate from him meaning you cannot be here. Hence, you do not exist.” For an answer, he received a taunting giggle and dark indigo eyes peered up at him teasingly, half-hidden by lowered eyelids. Tanned fingers deftly undoing buttons, Yami no Malik asked casually, “Does that mean I’m not undressing you?”

A silence, and the sound of heavy cloth hitting the ground with a muffled thud, the metal jingle of belts clashing against each other following. Then a stubborn, single-word reply. “Yes.”

“And that you’re not scared?” Fingers ghosting over the expanse of skin revealed, pressing against the hollow of Seto’s throat and feeling his heartbeat quicken in a way that would never be shown in his words. A curt answer, anger barely-repressed, “I don’t fear what doesn’t exist.”

Laughter sounded yet again, the golden false god sliding off the other’s lap to kneel between his legs and smirk up at him. The words that dripped off his teeth were poison-sweet, the quick flash of teeth ghostly white, seeming to almost glisten under the bright light of the office. “If I don’t exist, then obviously you won’t feel it when I do this…” A hand settled on each thigh, the gold of the bracers cold against Seto’s skin, and the psychopath bent his head after flashing the taller boy another eerie smirk.

Once more, silence fell, cold blue eyes staring steadily at the wooden door, lips pressed together in a thin line to stop any sound escaping them. Any sound at all. This wasn’t happening. There was nothing for him to feel. There was no reason for to react, because there was nothing happening for him to react to.

…and the sudden, shocked gasp that left his lips was due to him seeing a scratch on the door. Nothing to do with a clever tongue curling itself in such a manner that it tangled Seto’s very thoughts.

Again, laughter rang through the room, contaminating the very air as Yami no Malik rose to his feet, now looming over the other boy as he licked his lips, pink tongue seeming to taste the air in a snake-like manner. Wild spikes of dark golden hair covered his eyes, only the perfect cruelty of his smile showing as he guided Seto from the chair to lie over the desk instead, brown head bent to stare at the carpet. Passive. Submissive. All those things that Seto wasn’t. Which made sense. This wasn't happening, so this wasn’t Seto. Or so he told himself, with every shudder that ran through his body.

This wasn’t happening, so this wasn’t him.

Afterwards, instead of laughing, Yami no Malik half-purred as he held the other boy close to him, cradling his pretty doll within gold-laden arms. Trailing his fingers languidly over the cooling skin, he licked at the shell of the other’s ear before he spoke, “Se-to, do you still maintain that I don’t exist?”

Voice empty of all emotion, Seto answered mechanically, “You do not exist. Magic does not exist. Fairy-tales do not come true.”

Laughter. Harsh and wild and free from all constraints of sanity. All traces of playfulness disappeared from Yami no Malik’s eyes, the purple of them starting to burn like the ashes of a phoenix pyre as he tightened his grip on Seto, and cooed as a reply, “Fairy-tales don’t come true. But nightmares do.”

A hard kiss pressed upon bruised skin, “Nightmares live.”

A broken finger twisted sadistically, “Nightmares kill.”

A sudden, harsh bite at a soft shoulder, “Nightmares hate.”

A shockingly-soft whisper, cruel in its deception, “Nightmares love.”

A final, low, victorious laugh.“Nightmares exist. And I am your nightmare.”

~Fin~


The theme that I had been trying for was love btw, in case anyone is interested in how off-base I managed to get, and I wrote it over the course of three hours or so, since I kept getting distracting which might account for the different styles used. All critiques will be gladly accepted.

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-10-31 09:23 pm (UTC)(link)
*sulks* Twas alright *must.do.better* :P ^^ *ahem* But yeah... that's my reasoning ;P And if I ever -do- the meme, that would require me sitting there with it on my computer and debating on if anyone will ever see it.

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-10-31 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
lol, perfectionist much? And argh, damn you, memes are meant to be passed on. If you never do them, then how will they reproduce?

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-10-31 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
LoL more like I know so many that are more talented as well as the fact that it's something I love to do... a lot, so... more reason to want it to be... better ^^;; Yes... well... I can still post the meme itself and get others to do it 9.9

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-11-01 07:21 am (UTC)(link)
You have to do the meme to post it and c'mon, just because someone is better than you at something doesn't make your efforts worse!

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-11-01 01:53 pm (UTC)(link)
*blinku* I'll... think about it *sulks* If I can think of anything -to- write about ._.;; Err... meh.

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-11-01 02:38 pm (UTC)(link)
XD, I usually don't have anything in my mind either until I actually start writing. Once your fingers start dancing, inspiration usually comes to you.

...or if you're me, you end up writing weird little ficlets like the "Someday" one I did for the Damageshipping request.

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-11-01 02:55 pm (UTC)(link)
LOL True. Every now and then I come up with things, but I usually don't write them down *shrugs* Yes. Though, I know what you mean about just... starting to write *nods* Though, I'd much rather hope that if I write something at all, they don't seem like they're all the exact same thing or something ~.~

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-11-01 02:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Write them! Creation should be done as much as possible. XD

...and what exact same thing? *blinks* Does my stuff come off as repetitive to you? *worried now*

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-11-01 03:25 pm (UTC)(link)
LoL! Yes, creation should, but if you doubt like I do - then creation stays locked away.

No~! Not your stuff! I'm talking about -me-. No, your stuff does not come off as repeatative ^_^ *pats* no worries.

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-11-01 06:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, don't lock it away. Post it. I fucking adored that snippet you just posted (see? I like it so much I'm being profane).

...neither does yours. But thanks for clearing that up :P

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-11-01 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
LoL! I'll think about posting ;P *Blinks* 0.0 well... dang o.o;; *blushes* ^^;; Heh, and that's what I woke up thinking ~.~

*nodu* Uh-huh, yeah it does ;P

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-11-02 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
XD, whee for early-morning inspiration!

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-11-02 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
XD, whee for early-morning inspiration!

Talk about a wake-up call, no??

And of ALL the things I think of - me, being not a huge/big Seto fan and not even a fan of dangershipping. *blinks* I blame you.

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-11-02 10:12 am (UTC)(link)
It's a nice thing to wake up to ^_^

XD, well, it isn't really dangershipping! Marik's with Bakura after all, not Seto. But yes, that could definitely be blamed on my 'ficklets' and our OOC RP.

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-11-02 01:31 pm (UTC)(link)
It's a nice thing to wake up to ^_^

*Minus* the Seto daydreaming :P

*nods* I know, but it still had Seto in there and he was still wanting to be with Marik and *sulkpout* :P ah well ^^ At least Marik was with Bakura :P And yes, definetely to blame :P

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-11-02 01:44 pm (UTC)(link)
...but why?! *whines* He's daydreaming about psychoshipping, what's so wrong about that?

*smriks* Everyone wants Marik. Dead. XD Everyone wants Marik dead. Except Bakura, who wants Marik uke. *laughs*

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-11-02 02:01 pm (UTC)(link)
LoL! I suppose if he's just daydreaming it can't be that bad *sulks*

*LoL*! Jeez... *shakes head* Well... everyone's wanted by at least one... go figure that the one who wants Marik wants him uke :P I would pat Marik for that, but I like my hand.

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-11-02 02:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Nope, especially not if Marik was controlling those daydreams...

OMFG.

Now that would make a cool ficlet. Marik mindfucking Seto and Bakura wondering why he can feel the Sennen Rod being used but it doesn't look like anything's happening, then getting really jealous once Marik tells him and deciding to prove that the real thing is better...

XD! lol, well, maybe not. I don't think that Bakura would ever seriously expect that Marik would put up with being uke, yet at the same time, I doubt that he'd admit that he's okay with having to be uke... and yeah, patting Marik = bad idea.

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-11-02 02:25 pm (UTC)(link)
LoL!! Yes, if Marik was controlling those... actually... that would be kind of interesting...

Jealous, yeah... and make Marik say that he's not going to actually do anything with Seto.

LoL Well, Bakura wouldn't think Marik would ever 'try' to be uke, pur say. So it would surprise him, yet... *nods* And someone a certain way would not wanna admit to okay with being something like 'uke'. .. Yeah... I won't be patting Marik >.>

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-11-02 02:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah... I think that I have a fic link actually where Bakura wants Marik's help in seducing Seto, but Marik takes a few steps too far just because he's a bastard like that (and IMO, jealous that Bakura is paying attention to Seto instead of him).

*nods* It would make a cool ficlet. A very cool ficlet indeed. *fights the temptation to write it*

XD, not try! More like them fighting for dominance with Bakura knowing that he's going to lose but fighting anyway just so that it won't look like he wants to be uke or anything. ^_^

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-11-02 02:43 pm (UTC)(link)
*blinks* Oi. *SMACKs Bakura* for wanting that at all >.> *clears throat* Yeah... I acould see Marik doing something like that, though... It's sometimes fun or interesting to come up with reasons in fics why characters act certain ways...

LoL! Well if you /do/ write it, I'd definetely wanna see how that plays out *nods*

LMFAO!!!! *chokes* Okay... yeah, something like that I suppose xDDD That reminds me of a fic I read... I wish I could remember which one *sulks* Where Bakura was acting a certain way, but mentally acknowledging that he liked being uke... >.>

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-11-02 02:49 pm (UTC)(link)
lol! *joins in the SMACKing* Never ask Marik for help seducing someone if he's got his sights set on you. Though, actually, I do kinda like Antagoshipping (BakuraxKaiba) ^^; I pair up my fav chars a lot, just like you, and usually with each other.

lol, you will, trust me, since if I wrote it, I'd post it on my lj and dedicate it to you.

*laughs* Aw, did I make the ickle Dani choke? Well, it's true! Bakura usually struggles a little but gives in anyway after having asserted his right to want semedom. XD Oh, who was he paired with? That sounds interesting.

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-11-02 03:12 pm (UTC)(link)
LoL!!! Agreed. Oi oi >.> You and Isis-mun both like BakuraxKaiba >..>

Nyu~ ^-^ LoL! Yes, since if you wrote it I would hoep you'd post it in lj :P And yay to dedication ^-^

LoL! Yes, made me choke xDD "ickle" Dani?! xD oh jeez... and... ... um. *sulks* yeah, and? >.> I think it was with Malik >.< I now wanna find it *sulks* There was one of Malik and Bakura - that involves Malik painting Bakura's nails... and Bakura not liking the idea of being uke... >.>

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-11-02 03:15 pm (UTC)(link)
aoskdpoqreqwrk'osakdo' WHAT?! *dies at the description of the dj* Give me a link? That sounds impossibly weird. XDDDD

Oh yeah. Dani inspires ficklets and gets them dedicated to her as well.

Uh-huh. Ickle dani. :P Gah, I read the nailpolish one. *sulks that it would have to be thiefshipping*

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-11-02 03:28 pm (UTC)(link)
LMFAO!! Yes, I showed a scan to one of my best friends who promptly typed whatever he could to get it off of his screen (AIM) and then accused me of liking Yuugi being pretty much raped by a tentacle-like-duel monster. Course... he was joking... still. LMFAO! Yes xDD Um... lemme grab it...

http://www.zelas.net/darkroses/doujinshi.html there's the site in general

sometimes, it's bandwidth runs out, so y'gotta try again later.

Click Yuugioh and then the top/first link and it's the doujinshi that has Yami no Malik on the cover - it's probably... 5th one from the bottom or so, and yeah ^^;;

http://www.yami-yugi.com/darkroses/yugiscans.html <~ there's the dj scans.

"Crazy Conduct" <~ that's the name of it.

Yay for being inspiration *happy dances*

LoL! But thiefshipping... yeah ^^; Can't help it :P *snickers again at the ickle dani*

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