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Fickle ([personal profile] fickle) wrote2004-08-08 11:59 am

Look who is giving in...

A friend of mine (Kathy) got a livejournal.

I'm a deadjournalian. I screamed at her for doing so. She tried to convince me to get one.

So, in some warped form of revenge, I have now got a livejournal, but I'm not telling her that I do.

*shakes head despairingly*

If I knew how my mind worked, I'd probably spend less time trying to figure myself out.

And isn't that just stating the obvious?

Anyway, back to my extremely confusing life.

Tonight, I'm going to see Fahrenheit 9/11 with my cousins and Kathy, and I went rollerblading yesterday. Rollerblading was awesome, I hadn't done it for ages but I still managed to beat the train from one station to the next. I think that I'll suggest to Dev that his char takes another char Rollerblading.

Tomorrow, I have my mock driving theory test. Thursday, I have the real thing. I know nothing since the lessons are in German and I spend the lessons doodling. I am so going to fail.

Dev's really depressed because some girl he RPs with said that she feels around him because he's gay, and now he's thinking of quitting the RP because he doesn't want to make people uncomfortable. I tried talking him out of it, but he just snapped at me and told me to leave so I did. Hopefully he's feeling better today. I'm in the same RP, so I don't want him to quit, especially since he's the one that begged me to join in the first place. Still, I'm not insane enough to try talking to him until he apologizes, since then I'll know that he's calmed down.

My sister is still in hospital, in ICU and on the respiratory unit. I had another fight with my parents about it, since they said that they'd just turn off the machine if the doctors said that her lungs would never work again as her quality of life is too poor. I still say that's not fair, but I don't get a choice in the matter. Only the parents are consulted when it comes to euthanasia.

So, I'm off now to change my userinfo, and possiby add some of the RPers I know to my contact list. Not much point having an lj just to spite someone really, I might as well make use of it.

[identity profile] homgsekrit.livejournal.com 2004-08-08 02:56 pm (UTC)(link)
X___X Is *THAT* what this is about? Mer...if it was Mamono, no...she isn't uncomfortable. She's perfectly fine with it. Real life people being that way she understands.... Character shounen-ai bothers her though.

I don't know why...but she's far more understanding when real people are homosexual. X___X I can't see any of the others having issues with it. X____X I hope he doesn't leave the RP because of that, and further more, it might be a bad idea to talk to him, but I will if need be. x__X Seriously. >.> Someone should, because it shouldn't be an issue. =/

Welcome to LJ, again.

As for your sister.... ,___, I'm sorry, I can't say anything to that. That's a tough, horrible situation. ,___, It's probably best I just shut up, but give you my sympathies, as shallow and hollow as those seem from someone you barely know and in such a situation. ,___,

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-08-08 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
I'd tell you to talk to him then (since really, getting me to talk to him ends up in the us having a full-blown fight) but I think that Dev won't be on the Net for a while. I explained it in my latest post, I think.

*nods* He'll probably calm down/lighten up after a little anyway, if he gets some distance from the issue. Especially if someone explains to him what you said just now.

It's okay. She's been handicapped since birth so I'm kind of used to her being in and out of hospital and on and off lifesupport. It still sucks, but at least I'm used to it to a certain extent...Thanks for your sympathy anyway.