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Fickle ([personal profile] fickle) wrote2004-10-30 05:38 am
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Procrastination hits me again!

“The opposite of love is not hate, but indifference.”

Pick a pairing. Write three drabbles for that pairing, each with a different take on it: love, hate and indifference. In that order, because that’s the order they appear in the quotation. Post them in your journal, and pass this on.


See that meme? I meant to do it for psychoshipping. I really did. Instead, I ended up writing my first ever Dangershipping story/ficlet. Not even a drabble. Two full pages on Microsoft Word. I have no clue how that happened, but I'm blaming it on [livejournal.com profile] nekocutecatchan (or in other words, sneakily dedicating it to her) and posting it here.

...I'll take the meme later.

The theme that I had been trying for was love btw, in case anyone is interested in how off-base I managed to get. All critiques will be gladly accepted.



Existence.


A giggle floated lazily into the office, followed moments later by a smirking Yami no Malik and a mocking call of, “Why Se-to, working again? What a shame. I’d almost think you didn’t miss me.” The dark spirit was the only one who drawled Seto’s name in that particular manner, elongating the syllables to make it sound like a snake’s hiss followed by an axe chop.

“You’re not real.” Seto informed Yami no Malik, without looking up from his laptop. A moment later, the screen was pressed down with a deceptive gentleness, the cinnamon-golden fingers of the other boy wrapping over Seto’s slender, paler hands. The same infuriatingly relaxed laughter sounded again as Yami no Malik started to thoughtlessly bend Seto’s fingers backwards, now seated on his lap. “Silly Se-to. That is what you always say.”

“It’s just as true as the first time that I said it.” Seto coldly replied, not wincing at the feeling of his fingers being pushed to the breaking point. He refused to look at the Egyptian, instead staring at the dark wooden door from which his tormentor had entered. For that, he heard a finger snap, the sharp crack sounding even over the other’s laughter. “But Se-to, if I don’t exist, then how did that finger break?”

Changing tactics as that question was unanswerable, Seto instead reasoned flatly, “You are nothing but a part of Malik Ishtar’s mind. You cannot have a body of your own separate from him meaning you cannot be here. Hence, you do not exist.” For an answer, he received a taunting giggle and dark indigo eyes peered up at him teasingly, half-hidden by lowered eyelids. Tanned fingers deftly undoing buttons, Yami no Malik asked casually, “Does that mean I’m not undressing you?”

A silence, and the sound of heavy cloth hitting the ground with a muffled thud, the metal jingle of belts clashing against each other following. Then a stubborn, single-word reply. “Yes.”

“And that you’re not scared?” Fingers ghosting over the expanse of skin revealed, pressing against the hollow of Seto’s throat and feeling his heartbeat quicken in a way that would never be shown in his words. A curt answer, anger barely-repressed, “I don’t fear what doesn’t exist.”

Laughter sounded yet again, the golden false god sliding off the other’s lap to kneel between his legs and smirk up at him. The words that dripped off his teeth were poison-sweet, the quick flash of teeth ghostly white, seeming to almost glisten under the bright light of the office. “If I don’t exist, then obviously you won’t feel it when I do this…” A hand settled on each thigh, the gold of the bracers cold against Seto’s skin, and the psychopath bent his head after flashing the taller boy another eerie smirk.

Once more, silence fell, cold blue eyes staring steadily at the wooden door, lips pressed together in a thin line to stop any sound escaping them. Any sound at all. This wasn’t happening. There was nothing for him to feel. There was no reason for to react, because there was nothing happening for him to react to.

…and the sudden, shocked gasp that left his lips was due to him seeing a scratch on the door. Nothing to do with a clever tongue curling itself in such a manner that it tangled Seto’s very thoughts.

Again, laughter rang through the room, contaminating the very air as Yami no Malik rose to his feet, now looming over the other boy as he licked his lips, pink tongue seeming to taste the air in a snake-like manner. Wild spikes of dark golden hair covered his eyes, only the perfect cruelty of his smile showing as he guided Seto from the chair to lie over the desk instead, brown head bent to stare at the carpet. Passive. Submissive. All those things that Seto wasn’t. Which made sense. This wasn't happening, so this wasn’t Seto. Or so he told himself, with every shudder that ran through his body.

This wasn’t happening, so this wasn’t him.

Afterwards, instead of laughing, Yami no Malik half-purred as he held the other boy close to him, cradling his pretty doll within gold-laden arms. Trailing his fingers languidly over the cooling skin, he licked at the shell of the other’s ear before he spoke, “Se-to, do you still maintain that I don’t exist?”

Voice empty of all emotion, Seto answered mechanically, “You do not exist. Magic does not exist. Fairy-tales do not come true.”

Laughter. Harsh and wild and free from all constraints of sanity. All traces of playfulness disappeared from Yami no Malik’s eyes, the purple of them starting to burn like the ashes of a phoenix pyre as he tightened his grip on Seto, and cooed as a reply, “Fairy-tales don’t come true. But nightmares do.”

A hard kiss pressed upon bruised skin, “Nightmares live.”

A broken finger twisted sadistically, “Nightmares kill.”

A sudden, harsh bite at a soft shoulder, “Nightmares hate.”

A shockingly-soft whisper, cruel in its deception, “Nightmares love.”

A final, low, victorious laugh.“Nightmares exist. And I am your nightmare.”

~Fin~


The theme that I had been trying for was love btw, in case anyone is interested in how off-base I managed to get, and I wrote it over the course of three hours or so, since I kept getting distracting which might account for the different styles used. All critiques will be gladly accepted.

Re: Arrogance and Malepreg

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-12-09 04:03 am (UTC)(link)
XDDD, I'd have to make it up - want to be my guinea pig?

LOL! And he'd just cling you and happily start to braid your hair and I'd crack up and ask if he wants any ponytail holders for it.

*throws water to extinguish the halo* Marik would be shuddering slightly both from what Bakura is doing to his cock and from the feel of the fingers sliding into him, but would force himself not to tense up or try to move away, and try to focus on the feeling of Bakura's mouth, not Bakura's fingers.

Re: Arrogance and Malepreg

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-12-09 01:43 pm (UTC)(link)
X_X I will not be a guinea pig, thankyouverymuch.

xDDD LoL!! Well... I suppose I'd hafta let him braid my hair... it's better than having to try to answer his questions or convincing him to leave M&B alone.

*blinks* o.o you ruined my halo T_T

Bakura would bend his fingers slightly and not stop doing what he's doing with his mouth, as a slight distraction while trying to glance at Marik to see both if he's reacting/enjoying any of it and if he's dealing with it without the Rod as he seemed to have difficulty doing so - with good reason - earlier.


X_X okay... screen is getting kinda blurry x.x time for Dani to crawl into bed >.>;;

Re: Arrogance and Malepreg

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-12-09 07:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Why not? As my hikari-toy, you ought to want to help me whenever possible!

XDDDD, yeah, and I'd be smirking and taking lots of photos for everyone else to see it ^_^.

...you didn't deserve it anyway :P

Marik might be feeling uncomfortable, but not actually in pain since he'd be taken once just before anyway, and squirm at a little at having Bakura curve his fingers, not sure what Bakura is trying to do, and then widen his eyes with shock and half-gasp as the squirming brushes Bakura's fingers against a certain spot :P

...you should have been in bed WAY earlier Dani. *pouts and pokes* Hope you had a good rest!

Re: Arrogance and Malepreg

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-12-09 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
*blinks* Not like that... no experiments ;P

LoL!! Oh jeez... I would have to be covering my face or something xD No pictures for everyone to see... ooh! I could just convince Devlin to do the same to you ^_^

........ yes I did T_T... errr... Do.

Yeah ~.~;; I shoulda been in bed... a lot earlier... most of everything I was typing was like "auto-pilot" ~.~;; typos-weirdthings-and all ~.~;; *cough* including odd entries -.-;; errr... I had numerous weird dreams, hot/cold (stupid half-sickness) uh... woke up late and now have a headache ;P In fact, I had to re-read over some of my comments/posts to figure out what I said ~.~;; @.@ like now x.x *cough* -still feels slightly odd- x.x

Bakura probably would have continued doing that if he hadn't been getting slightly impatient himself, though not showing it. So he would probably remove his fingers and after putting lube on the condom, would remove his mouth from Marik and once again ask Marik if he's ready - and not point out that earlier Marik seemed to have doubted that Bakura would give any warning or what not.

Re: Arrogance and Malepreg

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-12-10 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
*grins* In that case, get arrogant so that I won't need to experiment!

*smirks* I used to have my hair in a long braid all the time, remember? Plus, I'm gorgeous. I'm sure that I could pull that look off fine.

Nope. Not after the bukkake. You definitely don't deserve it.

X_X I hope that you feel better soon then...

Marik would kind of half-nod, sliding his legs as wide apart as he can on the floor so as to offer Bakura better entrance and bit his lip lightly, pressing his hands flat against the floor.

Re: Arrogance and Malepreg

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-12-10 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
LoL! As if it were that easy ;P

LoL yes, I remember, but I'm thinking of Devlin simply givin your hair LOTS of braids *nodu* ... giving your hair? I mean, braiding your hair into lots of braids. LMFAO! *cough* I'm sure you could.

LMFAO!! heey~ I'm not the one who *said* bukkake...

^^;; I eventually will, thanks ^_^

Shifting himself and then lifting Marik up some, Bakura would wait until Marik was as prepared as he could be and just as he had done earlier, slowly enter Marik... Then he would shift again and wait, once more, for Marik.

Re: Arrogance and Malepreg

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-12-10 07:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Stop making it sound difficult.

LOL! I wouldn't mind, I'd still look hot :P

You still knew what it was though :P!

Marik would probably hold his breath without thinking about it, but not feel pained, just weird then shift a little, experimentally. And change the angle of his legs so that his knees are bent and feet pressed against the floor, letting Bakura slide deeper into him and half-nod, to tell him that it's okay.

Re: Arrogance and Malepreg

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-12-10 11:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Just making it sound as it is.

LoL!! 8shakes head* of course you would >.>

>.> yeah, LMFAO, but I had originally found out what it was on accident ;P

Bakura would have his hands on Marik's hips and would be concentrating on not doing anything while taking fairly short breaths as he would wait for Marik's 'okay'. Gasping as Marik shifts, Bakura would probably still be remaining fairly still, only moving his hands, for a better grip, on Marik's hips after Marik would nod. Once Marik nodded, Bakura would probably stare at Marik for a few moments, before finally beginning to move himself in and out of Marik *half-shrugs/nods*

Re: Arrogance and Malepreg

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-12-10 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah right, you're trying to talk me out of it :P

*smirks* Hell yeah.

Su-ure.

Marik might curl his shoulders a little off the ground, supporting himself on his forearms and half-sitting up so that he won't have to feel so vulnerable, chin pressed against his chest and looking down at where Bakura's cock is thrusting in and out of him with wide, slightly-glazed eyes like he's not sure what's happening. And after a few seconds, he'd remember that he's supposed to act like he's having fun and shift his gaze up to look at Bakura's face instead and rest back on his back again, then deliberately moan, letting his eyelids fall shut.

Re: Arrogance and Malepreg

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-12-11 02:15 pm (UTC)(link)
X_X thought I already replied to this...

Nope, just being honest... now send me some self-confidence, please ^.~

xDDDD no comment, no comment.

xDDD honest LoL I did NOT go looking for stuff like........... THAT.

Bakura would obviously notice if Marik did move and would be looking at him through, possibly, half-lidded eyes. *blinks* And Dani will keep her personal comment out Shifting again, he might lift Marik up some, experimenting with a slightly different angle and depending on how he ended up and if he didn't need to support any weight with one of his hands, he would probably wrap his hand around Marik's cock and more or less @ the same rate of his thrusts.

Now that I think I will finally reply to this, or... whatever, I can go to bed since I'm tired and writing oddly x_X

Re: Arrogance and Malepreg

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-12-11 07:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Sure, I'll try to send you self-confidence through the wavelength.

Uh-huh, yeah right... Damn, now I'm tempted to look for it just to make sure you're not making this up.

...what personal comment? And Marik probably end up sitting on the floor, leaning backwards slightly with his weight supported on the palms of his hands and his legs still spread for Bakura - Bakura could shift to kneeling then and just pull Marik's lower body onto his lap and fuck him like that. And that angle ought to send sparks flittering at the back of Marik's eyes and make him moan for real this time, eyes sliding shut without thinking about it and Marik starting to swing his hips forward to whatever rhythm Bakura sets up.

Hope you wake up feeling good then ^_^

Re: Arrogance and Malepreg

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-12-12 01:28 pm (UTC)(link)
... I thought I replied to-- nope, I started to and the comp started slowing down, never mind. *ahem* -tries to remember my original message- okay... er... oh yeah! That made me think of you saying you'll send "self-confidence" through the mail instead of wavelength ^^;;

LMFAO what that word? That EKYO and I *both* made it up? Nooo x.X I think it's one of those words that I'm glad that I know simply so that I don't have to ask *nods*

*whistles* ;P Nothing ^__^ Yes, shifting to kneeling is what I meant ((*is now seeing what I put ^^;;*)) and if Marik did start in rhythm with Bakura, he would probably be shocked and by this point no longer be completely focussing on just Marik and allow himself to further enjoy the being seme... He would also, probably, be watching Marik through half-lidded eyes and openly moaning or whatnot and wouldn't be holding that back.

X_X hope you got some sleep *snuggles* ._. Some good sleep and don't wake up feeling... sick or anything below good *nods*

Re: Arrogance and Malepreg

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-12-12 06:44 pm (UTC)(link)
xDDD, well, I tried so I hope that when you open my parcel, you feel more confident about yourself.

...you could have planned it out in a private chatbox :P

Marik's breathing would have quickened, to the point that he's half-gasping for breath and he'd let his head fall back as they move, eyes fully open and pupils dilated to the max.

Eh. about 5-6 hours, roommates were being noisy. And I feel kind of fevered actually. ^^;

Re: Arrogance and Malepreg

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-12-12 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
^^; box-of-confidence coming right up? ;P

LMFAO definetely would not plan something like that up ;P Or at least, of all the things, not that >.>

Bakura's nails would be almost piercing Marik's skin, if not actually piercing it, while he would quicken his pace. With his chin resting against his chest and partially leaning in a bit, he would try to stroke Marik along with the slightly quicker rhythm that was set up.

>.< your roomates have no *grumblegrowlgrrrhiss* Aww! X_X you should go lie down and drink fluids or something!!

Re: Arrogance and Malepreg

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-12-12 10:49 pm (UTC)(link)
XD, gift-wrapped and everything!

*smirks* You know the two of you are guilty.

Marik's breathing would be completely shot to shreds by then and he'd just hiss at the feel of Bakura's hand on his cock and know that he's going to climax soon but not have the breath to tell Bakura that.

lol, I feel kind of too sick to want to drink anything, and I don't do well at lying down when I feel nauseous. *nods*

Re: Arrogance and Malepreg

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-12-13 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
Saved on postage if you coulda done it through the wavelength, tsk tsk :P

LMFAO!! Noooo xDDDD *tilts head* I want Marik to ask more questions now >.>;

Bakura would be hoping that Marik's going to climax soon and so he'd work his hand over Marik a little quicker and would definetely not be thinking straight... barely able to focus on trying not to climax before Marik.


*hugs* ._. Not drinking anything isn't good, but I hope now that it's been a few hours, you've been able to drink something and feeling a little better... *nods* yeah, I can't really lie down when feeling that way with certain reasons either.

Re: Arrogance and Malepreg

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-12-13 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
XD, maybe I'm doing both?

LOL! Well, if Malik uses more weird terms, then Marik probably will ask what they mean, yes.

Marik would end up arching into Bakura's hand and climaxing with a half-scream, body shuddering from the afterquakes and unable to support himself any longer so just falling back onto the floor and letting Bakura use his body for his own climax.

*hugs back* Yeah, it sucketh.

Re: Arrogance and Malepreg

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-12-13 12:29 pm (UTC)(link)
LoL!! Double the power! ...... X_X I hope this odd-sillyness I have now, you will wake up with.

LoL!! I donno... I'm sure there are more weird terms *thinks* Hmmm... he could say a few words and use the "cleaner" version of it instead of being blunt... ... I kinda hope he does and have Bakura not know something >.>;; *pouts* It amuses me ._.

Just as Marik climaxes, Bakura would thrust into him one final time as Marik falls back against the floor, climaxing as well. Body-shuddering and a muffled-scream as he would brace himself so that he wouldn't simply collapse onto the other. After a few moments, he would end up, while breathing heavily, lying on top of Marik.

*snugs Master Yami-sama* I hope thee slept well and wakes up not feeling sickly at all - wakes up in a good mood, from good dreams and has a laughter-filled day *nods*

Re: Arrogance and Malepreg

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-12-13 05:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Double the arrogance :P

LOL! You just want to a near-repeat of what happened with Jou and Noa :P

Marik would probably let him stay like that for a little, trying to catch his own breath, then mutter something like "Get off, you're heavy" and push him off to the side. And lean a little on him, and smirk. :P (sure knows how to keep the mood, right?)

*hugs back* Right back atcha!

Re: Arrogance and Malepreg

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-12-13 11:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Double the arrogance :P

*points* that makes me think of that "double-mint gum" or whatever xDD

LOL! You just want to a near-repeat of what happened with Jou and Noa :P

Uhhh... great -.-;; now that you mention it, I don't want to repeat anothers RP T.T

Bakura might grunt a little at being pushed off and would probably open his mouth to say something and notice the smirk and then roll his eyes and say something about that he didn't have to be pushed, but smirk a little anyways. (( LoL! I figured he would do it xDD It amuses me >.>; ))

*hugs* Well X_X hopefully things GO WELL for you today, since you didn't exactly sleep well X_X

Re: Arrogance and Malepreg

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-12-14 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
Double the arrogance, double the fun!

LOL! We're already kind of repeating it by having something explained to Marik. Not an exact repeat, just a similar theme. Sex-ed. The new black.

Marik would smile mock-sweetly then, and purr that he would have expected Bakura to be too tired out to move of his own accord... waiting for Bakura to notice the insult to his stamina still with the mock-sweet look on his face.

...you already know how they went.

Re: Arrogance and Malepreg

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-12-14 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
LoL!! But I prefer self-confidence over arrogance... it's not the /exact/ same ;P

*nods* true... yeah, sex-ed for would-be-pervs >.>;

xDDD!! So mean!! Bakura would glare at Marik and mention that Marik shouldn't be so quick to assume things, and not say anything else on the matter... perhaps laught a little and roll his eyes some at Marik's expression.


._. *stabbity?*

Re: Arrogance and Malepreg

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-12-14 04:36 pm (UTC)(link)
XD, well, get both! Two heads are better than one...

Mind. Out. Of. Gutter. ~_~

...Marik's not a would-be perv! *protects his reputation*

*laughs* It's Marik! And Marik would smirk at the glare, then ask Bakura if that means that he's up for another round... and then reach down to stroke between Bakura's legs, as if checking if Bakura really is 'up'. Which would be unlikely, since that's his second round of the night and it's only been a few minutes...

Re: Arrogance and Malepreg

[identity profile] xinda.livejournal.com 2004-12-14 11:20 pm (UTC)(link)
LOL Unless one head wants one thing, and the other head wants another.
...... -.-;; *cough* wow.. >.> no comment.

LMFAO! I suppose our mind is in the gutter for the same reason?

xDDD I'd pat/pet him, but after my dream last night, ... I won't >.>

Of course it is xDDD Which is why I knew he'd do that AND do what you put here xDDD I was waiting for him to do that >.>;; I knew he would... LMFAO would be very unlikely, definetely *snickerssnorts* my gosh. *clears throat* *halo* I mean >.>;; Anywho... Bakura would probably want to SMACK Marik - and his hand - for the insult and the way he's acting; though, might find it slightly amusing to keep himself from being frustrated with Marik. He might poke Marik in the head and innocently ask if it's so bad being uke, to change the subject.

Re: Arrogance and Malepreg

[identity profile] fickle-goddess.livejournal.com 2004-12-15 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
LOL! *giggles* My mind is in the gutter because of the wavelength.

...dream? I really ought to check lj I suppose after I read these.

XDDDDD, is Marik growing predictable now? *laughs* Not like anyone evil could resist the temptation... At being poked in the head, Marik would probably scowl slightly, then smirk and state that it's better being seme, then his smirk would widen and he'd add that he probably ought to be grateful then that Bakura doesn't seem to be in hurry to continue. And give Bakura's cock another stroke to make his point.