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Back.
So, I'm back. And feeling pretty good really. I mean, I still have a fair amount of stuff to do, but I've got most of it done, and the funeral was what I was really dreading anyway. All the pressure had just been piling up and after the funeral, I was feeling okayish again. Kind of blank and depressed, but not like I was about to explode.
...though I did have another nightmare last night. Some of the lovely people are ygo_rpg were talking about me behind my back in a private chat (don't ask how I could read it) and yeah... suffice it to say that getting insulted and having your RP skills mocked isn't fun.
At which point Kat called, woke me up and told me that I needed to RP for that RP. *blinks* Yes. That instantly made me very paranoid so please, if you have a problem with something, tell me directly. I also dreamt of Mamono yelling at me again, so I'm posting the three unfinished fics that I had started for her challenge and the finished ficlet that I finally decided to give her since I am so out of practice when it comes to writing full-length fics.
Thank you to Crystal, Neko and Bry for doing the writing meme. I loved all three of the snippets. Hm, speaking of which, I need to do Bry's request now. *nods* Will do.
...though I did have another nightmare last night. Some of the lovely people are ygo_rpg were talking about me behind my back in a private chat (don't ask how I could read it) and yeah... suffice it to say that getting insulted and having your RP skills mocked isn't fun.
At which point Kat called, woke me up and told me that I needed to RP for that RP. *blinks* Yes. That instantly made me very paranoid so please, if you have a problem with something, tell me directly. I also dreamt of Mamono yelling at me again, so I'm posting the three unfinished fics that I had started for her challenge and the finished ficlet that I finally decided to give her since I am so out of practice when it comes to writing full-length fics.
Thank you to Crystal, Neko and Bry for doing the writing meme. I loved all three of the snippets. Hm, speaking of which, I need to do Bry's request now. *nods* Will do.
Yeesh
And uh, no need to be paraniod. I do believe any issue we've had with you we've taken it to you directly, or if someone tells me something I'll tell them to tell you in person, because I think it's better to talk things out. It's happened on maybe one occassion I can think of, and I told the person to just talk to you, and they did. ^^;;
Heh, and glad you liked the snippet/poem/whatever that was. ^^;;;
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*nods* Thank you very much for doing that then. *pokes the other RPers just in case* My subconscious is warning me about you people - make it shut up!
Twas cute, that's what it was.
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Other RPers talking about you? *shakes head* The only thing that I knew of was when there was all that talk about the plot that I asked you about, but no one was insulting you or your RPing skills. *kicks your paranoia* Go away >.>
*hugs you* I hope you're doing well.
Ah yes - and I still plan on responding to those other two posts of yours - I've been kinda... 'out of it' off and on the past two days ~.~ gomen.
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*can't quite remember* And yeah, dreams like that suck.
Hm? *blinks* Well, I know of some others, but okay... *watches the paranoia cower before the fearsome kicking skills of Dani* Whee!
*hugs back* I'm doing really, really well now that the funeral is better, most of the tension just sort of seeped out of me into the dirt.
Aw? *wide eyes* I hope you're feeling better, and no need to apologize. *clings*
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*can't quite remember* And yeah, dreams like that suck.
hmmm... sounds like at least I was acting like myself in your dream... *pouts* Still not fair, but I do feel good that I wasn't one of the "bad ones" in your dream *grins* Yay ^-^
Hm? *blinks* Well, I know of some others, but okay... *watches the paranoia cower before the fearsome kicking skills of Dani* Whee!
Oh? That I don't know about? Well other than that one that you told me about... *now my curiousitiy is kicking in ~.~*
LoL!! Oh yes, Dani and her kicks >D
I should WHACK the paranoia too...
*hugs back* I'm doing really, really well now that the funeral is better, most of the tension just sort of seeped out of me into the dirt.
*nods* Yeah, I can understand that. I've never *been* to a funeral before (I've had opportunities, I just... don't go), but I can understand what you mean... That's very good to hear, though.
Aw? *wide eyes* I hope you're feeling better, and no need to apologize. *clings*
*nods* It's okay... I don't even know ~.~ Might be leftover from before I took the week off or starting up again *shrugs* not a clue ~.~
I'm feeling... weird right now, actually. Dizzy and all... possibly due to lack of (good) sleep... Meh *shruggles*
^^; I apologize a lot... *ahem* *o.o; clung to*
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lol, w00t for the IC Dream!Dani.
LoL!! Oh yes, Dani and her kicks >D
*cheerleaders form a little pyramid then start chanting*
Dani, Dani can't be beat!
Because she kicks with her feet!
She kicks high and she kicks low!
Dani, Dani way to go!
I should WHACK the paranoia too..
LOL! Nah, I think that I'll try to manipulate Marik into doing that for me.
*nods* Yeah, I can understand that. I've never *been* to a funeral before (I've had opportunities, I just... don't go), but I can understand what you mean... That's very good to hear, though.
Lucky you. I end up planning them usually and getting the arrangements done... I think this is my third funeral attended this year. *nods*
Though normally, I cope better than I was doing last week.
*nods* It's okay... I don't even know ~.~ Might be leftover from before I took the week off or starting up again *shrugs* not a clue ~.~
I'm feeling... weird right now, actually. Dizzy and all... possibly due to lack of (good) sleep... Meh *shruggles*
Go back to sleep then, or eat lots of cold, sugary stuff. Like ice-cream. And drink plenty of water. Keep yourself hydrated! *weird, mother-hen instincts kick in*
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lol, w00t for the IC Dream!Dani.
LMFAO see, that's gotta count for something ;P
*cheerleaders form a little pyramid then start chanting*
Dani, Dani can't be beat!
Because she kicks with her feet!
She kicks high and she kicks low!
Dani, Dani way to go!
0.0 .... I donno if I should laugh or hide xD!! Or be scared XDDD!!
wow... I'm amused.
LOL! Nah, I think that I'll try to manipulate Marik into doing that for me.
.... that'll work >D He can WHACK it hard... ... ...
...
ahem.
Lucky you. I end up planning them usually and getting the arrangements done... I think this is my third funeral attended this year. *nods*
Though normally, I cope better than I was doing last week.
I don't think it's ever easy. And, with the people I knew - I only knew one of them really well... and both my grandfathers passed away - but out of state... *shudders* I just don't think I could *handle* a funeral - I don't take death or the like well-enough as it is... plus other reasons.
I suppose b/c you were already stressed? Or this person meant a lot to you? I really don't know ._. That's awful (3 funerals in one year and having to usually plan them). I'm sorry - and I know it's not my fault, but I still apologize.
Go back to sleep then, or eat lots of cold, sugary stuff. Like ice-cream. And drink plenty of water. Keep yourself hydrated! *weird, mother-hen instincts kick in*
Ice cream? Wonder if we have any ... Meh, right now I don't even *wanna* think about food. LOL! I do have a bottle of water next to me I'm drinking *nods* I bring at least one bottle in my room before bed, so just in case I wake up and need water... here it is.
Hehe xD Yes, well usually I'm acting motherly towards everyone ^^;; Or trying not to ^^'
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You're the only one my subconscious trusts?
0.0 .... I donno if I should laugh or hide xD!! Or be scared XDDD!!
wow... I'm amused.
*cheerleaders line up and start doing high kicks*
Watch us kick in Dani-style!
We can kick you back a mile!
Kicking, kicking's what we do!
Dani, Dani you're true blue!
.... that'll work >D He can WHACK it hard... ... ...
*dies* Do you even know what you made me start thinking of with that comment? *tries to get her mind out of the gutter now*
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*pouts* more like that something was right in the dream... x.x not sure? ^^
*cheerleaders line up and start doing high kicks*
Watch us kick in Dani-style!
We can kick you back a mile!
Kicking, kicking's what we do!
Dani, Dani you're true blue!
0.0 Whoa....
*dies* Do you even know what you made me start thinking of with that comment? *tries to get her mind out of the gutter now*
xD Yes, I'm pretty sure I do... I started to say it and caught myself, but decided to continue anyways... so yes - considering you added gutter to it, I know ^^; *whistles *
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Yeah, I'm not too fond of them either but I have to go. When someone suffers while they live, the least that I can do is pay them tribute when they're dead, and hope that they finally found peace.
I suppose b/c you were already stressed? Or this person meant a lot to you? I really don't know ._. That's awful (3 funerals in one year and having to usually plan them). I'm sorry - and I know it's not my fault, but I still apologize.
Stress mostly, and the feeling that I should have done something about that, that I should have known and been able to stop her. And that, well, since I was supposed to be looking after them, sort of, it was kind of my fault... add lots of stress to that, and you'll get why I was dealing so haphazardly.
LOL! I do have a bottle of water next to me I'm drinking *nods* I bring at least one bottle in my room before bed, so just in case I wake up and need water... here it is.
Funny, I do that as well ^_^ Though in my case, it's not a bottle, it's a spillproof container.
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That is true. I suppose I just do things my own way as well - I'd also much prefer my memories being with them with not having *that* (funeral) being the last thing I remember of them... so to speak. Yes, that's one thing I always hope ... that after leaving here on Earth, they find peace wherever they go next.
Stress mostly, and the feeling that I should have done something about that, that I should have known and been able to stop her. And that, well, since I was supposed to be looking after them, sort of, it was kind of my fault... add lots of stress to that, and you'll get why I was dealing so haphazardly.
Yes, considering I really had no idea what was going on - I came back from being ill - or rather saw your entry while I was 'ill' and had no idea what was going on, but wasn't yet allowed (nor really could) get online. But I can understand what you mean *hugs you* I still doubt whatever happened was your fault, but if you're feeling better now - and somewhat less stressed- and hopefully at some peace with what happened... then that's good...
I hope that made sense, I'm really tired and having to make sure I'm actually spelling correctly and making sense.
Funny, I do that as well ^_^ Though in my case, it's not a bottle, it's a spillproof container.
LoL I should get one, but the bottles are so much easier :P for me at least ^^; I suppose...
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Sooo... I'm wondering how the whole Kat-locking-himself-out-of-his-apartment-thing went down. Or do you even know of that? ::shrug::
Anyway, you're still much welcome!! <3
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However, I have now cleverly broken my key and now can't LEAVE my dorm else I'll be locked out. *weeps* And the Housing Dept. won't open until Monday, so I'm confined to my room for the whole weekend!
And thanks ^_^ Feel free to do the request-a-drabble meme as well if you want.
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Aw... I have no idea what it is I would request. ^^; Another time perhaps.
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lol, okay then. *pouts*