Oct. 17th, 2004

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XD. Got bored and made dolls of myself, [livejournal.com profile] otakugyrl, and [livejournal.com profile] ekyo. Please note I've never met the other two and only ever seen a few facial shots of the last, so I make no claims for the accuracy of their representations.

Mine's pretty good though, just my hips should be more accented. *wriggles her hips for emphasis because she's feeling narcisstic*

...I think I'll add this to my Gaian sig.

Edit: First though, I'm deleting the text from my doll. It's practically unreadable.
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More than little angry Asian girls

defy the model minority. perpetual foreigner. kung-fu
fighting. china doll. lotus blossom. dragon lady. we
speak english. we are not submissive. quiet. exotic. sex
objects. fuck the asian fetish. we will not love you long
time. asian is not oriental. we are not terrorists. we
don't have sars. asian is not white. don't assume we're
always straight. we are outspoken. progressive.
proactive. independent in thought and action. our
beauty is the union of our voices. not slanty eyes. we
are women of color. we fight for asian american
studies. we love yuri kochiyama. the big bad chinese
mama. we are yellow and we are brown. we are a
political construct. remember vincent chin. remember
granada. mazanar. minidoka. by the way, our men have
penises. big ones too.

 

[/end t-shirt quotation]. Isn't that just awesome? I'd love it more if the t-shirt wasn't pink, but I can always bleach it white. On the t-shirt thought, that cunk of text is a perfect block, so I don't know how it came up with jagged ends here. Anyway, yes, adore my t-shirt. Asian pride rock on. *smirks*

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Which Japanese word are you? by gokumew2
LJ Username
You are:Jiyuu (freedom)
Quiz created with MemeGen!


Yami no Malik's RP journal = freedom?! Well, freedom from the burden of existence I suppose.

Which Japanese word are you? by gokumew2
LJ Username
You are:Getsu (month)
Quiz created with MemeGen!


I like his better. *pouts* Why does he have to get the cool results?!

Made two new Ryuuji icons yesterday and did a hilarious OOC RP with Dani, EKYO, Kat and Atem-mun where Yami no Bakura was trying to fight accusations of whoredom and convince everyonr that he was not married to Atem. Got a little depressed, had Kat snap me from that to anger which is good I suppose. Going to take a shower and go shopping now.

Edit: Posted the two icons here.

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Text on the second one comes from the song Vivica, by Jack Off Jill.
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It would be easier not to love him. Easier to simply walk away from him and the fairy-tale that he's offering on a platter that's not silver but gold. Easier, but then she's never taken the easy way out. She wants to now though, knowing that she's out of her depth and could easily drown in love, letting it suffocate her, letting it break off her jagged edges to create more jagged edges, but these would be the kind that can be smoothed over with a few sweet words, and a kiss or two.

She doesn't want that. She likes being cold, being unapproachable. She likes hearing the names they whisper behind her back: 'ice-princess', 'virgin succubus, 'psycho genius'. She likes the last one best, just like she always like the last person she's been with best. People with short-term memories often do. That's why long-distance love rarely lasts.

It would be easier not to love him. There are plenty of boys waiting in the wings, devoted, loyal, waiting in the wings for her to tire of him and return to them. They are sure that she will eventually. She thinks that she will eventually. Even before she was properly in a relationship, even before their first date and long before their first kiss, she was dreading their parting. She can't let herself get too close to him because she knows that he'll leave her eventually.

She doesn't want that. She also doesn't want him to know that she doesn't want that, so she plays it cool, smiling indifferently at his jokes, never quite looking at him and never telling him how much she wants him to stay. If she told him, he'd speak words that he thinks are true, words that she knows will be proven untrue. So she thinks, but who's to say that her thoughts are more correct than his?

It would be easier not to love him.

She doesn't want that.
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Screams in the Night.

I was just typing on my computer when I heard three sudden screams from the woods behind the dorm. My roommate heard them as well, and we were sufficiently worried for whomever it was to call the campus police. Correction: I called them. After having been reported missing. So they might not have taken me seriously. I am now sitting here worrying if someone was being raped or abducted and if I should have gone out in search of them. In the cold. At 11 in the night. All on my own. Mhm, yes, a little worrying...

But I have a funny link for all lovers of HP and ENG. And then I'll smash it with a hammer! And Neko said she might be back within a week, which would be good.

*kills FirstClass* It just did the same thing that AIM does and used my open window to open a link in an e-mail. I hate it. But it's my offical Wellesley addy so I have to check it for homework assignments and stuff...

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